Saturday, October 31, 2009
I just want to vent..
I feel like my life's a fucking joke.. When one things goes somewhat right, 10 things go wrong.. Went from being really close to my mum, to not talking to each other at all.. Maybe we even hate each other.. idk.. She keeps screwing me over constantly..
work isn't tat great either.. every1 slacks off n my mgr expects me to pick up all their slack n do everything.. while he does nth.. n if i forget to do sth, stupid ppl complain rite away while they can forget like everything.. fantastic isn't it? gettin called late at night cuz the store alarm's not set n my mgr is at disneyland or drunk somewhere..
r/ship.. ha.. idk where to start on that.. u think its so easy just working everyday while u stay home n do nth.. ur stupid parents weigh u for crying out loud.. wtf is wrong with them idk.. n u don't say anything.. just let them walk all over u n ctrl u.. but every lil thing i do, u scrutinize me.. getting tired of ur mood swings, ur yellings.. or saying stuff just to purposely hurt me.. everything is all fun n games until i get pissed.. then i have no right to be pissed cuz u'll just be double pissed at me.. great how things work in ur mind isn't it?!
Getting so tired of everything.. when will the drama end?! zzz.. i don't think it will ever.. y do i continue to suffer.. ppl my age.. they go out, have fun.. I wanna go out w my frenz n chill, u don't want to.. make me feel guilty so i stay home with u.. get mad if i go out drinkin, yet u push me to drinking with ur constant mood swings.. i have so many responsibilities.. n i can't talk to any1 bout them.. not even my family.. I just want all these thoughts out of my head.. I want it all to end..
Retard` rambled @ 2:40 PM
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