Thursday, May 21, 2009
Going to Long Beach on saT~
YAY! getting away from vegas.. i can't wait.. going to long beach in two days.. finally.. out of this heat n all the crazyness of vegas.. we're goin to the beach!! yay~ can't wait pumpkin.. haha~ lots n lots of eating.. n goin to the beach.. hmm.. fun.. alritey, gotta pack.. :D
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Monday, May 18, 2009
itchy..
developed a severe allergic reaction to somethin.. still haven't figured out what.. -_-" but i got rashes all over my legs n a lil on my arms too.. haha.. now i'm unwanted.. so itchy~~ went to c doc today.. hope the medz work.. gonna go crash into bed n not wake up until.. idk when.. gd nite~ *gotta resist scratching!*
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
Uncertainty
Just had dinner w a fren.. how do u respond when some1 tells u they have fallen for you 6months 3days n 4hours ago.. we were just jokin ard.. n i said wow u finally decided to be nice to me.. cuz he offered to walk me to my car.. n the next sentence tat came out of his mouth was kinda shocking.. that really wasn't expected.. its not supposed to happen.. he's just a gd fren to me.. i've known him for so long.. he knows how i think i know how he thinks.. but.. i see him as a brother.. nth else.. i guess i'm breakin his heart again.. cuz i just walked away after telling him the only person i can ever love is some1 else.. sometimes i wonder y i'm such an ass.. but its better off this way.. often times i feel numb n incapable of love.. what really is the word love anyways.. not sure if i'll ever find out the meaning of it.. i guess i'll just be contented the way i am.. and y can't i be frenz w guys without them falling for me? what's wrong with me.. or them.. there really is nth to like bout me.. so.. i oso dunno.. arghz.. life is just too complicated..
// hope pumpkin gets better soon.. :( //
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Tired..
Finally after a week of workin w seth to tweak my resume i think it looks ready for bartending jobs.. still need some1 to read it over for me to see if its ok.. lol.. any volunteers wanna suffer thru it? :D
ugh.. got a headache now.. gonna go to bed.. i hope u feel better too babe~ hopefully u're not sick.. that would suck..
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
1yr 1 month..
Its been a yr and a month.. thank you for putting up with me. Lol.. even tho u'd nvr read this.. I just would like to say thanks..
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Monday, May 4, 2009
Wine walk on Sat..
I think I decided wine walks r fun.. lol.. shld go to it more often.. next one is month end.. mm.. guess its time to clean my room.. :s any1 wanna help me? lol.. feelin extremely lazy again.. ugh~
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Friday, May 1, 2009
Just for Mr. Marc Tay
I wanna wack u.. *chases glitch` with a big broom* All because of u I spent ALL day playin Restaurant City.. so productive sia.. lol.. *wack wack* there.. i posted another.. happy?? :D now i better run n hide.. haha.. when r u shippin ur pc to me?? or buying me the cam?? hahahaha~ uh.. on a more useful note.. I hope i get a job soon.. I think i'm gonna go crazy just stayin home.. -_-" sigh..
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Ok.. my blog's back..
So quit bugging me.. lol..
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